Monday, November 10, 2014
Oly Vixens
I am the one in black and white, back row. We danced to Shiva's Regal Theme. It was a wonderful experience and a great lesson in getting over body image issues and letting go of being perfect. Lots (maybe 10) co-workers came & my mom & sister.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
A night of Burlesque
I wasn't dancing but got to be one of the performers "dates" a platonic date though. So much fun, I wish I was that brave.
Saturday, October 11, 2014
Pippi ala Sarah
Pippi photo shoot for Sock Dreams Halloween contest. I am wearing 9 of their products. I sewed/cut the patches for my dress and did my hair using a wire....
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
Monday, September 29, 2014
Thursday, September 11, 2014
Friday, September 5, 2014
Bad Ass
i love these socks. i got them for 2 other friends so we can all be bad ass together. i am taking care of gary post op... it has been a long 24 hours... it all kind of ran together. he had to have meds every 2-3 hours..
Wednesday, September 3, 2014
1st day of school.
i love this skirt the most. i found it at the goodwill. i am only working this one day then my husband has surgery and i am off work until the 9th. cause summer vacation wasn't long enough.
Sunday, August 31, 2014
Thursday, August 28, 2014
New School Year
My first work "meeting" of the year was held at a Christian Camp... Also I love my new socks and won't be able to wear them at regular work, when there are kids around. I am not sure what to do with this blog this school year... I am certainly not going to wear different socks everyday. Since no one but me sees it I think it will just be sparkly thoughts in my head kind of blog. I think I will still take some pictures of socks and outfits as I strive to reach my weight loss goals. I am down 70 pounds and hope to lose the last 20 in the last few months of this year. It would be great to start off 2015 at my goal of 123.
One thing I am noticing and processing more this weight loss (yep i did it 8-10 years ago then gained it all back plus some, total cliche.) is how people treat me different. How thinness is directly related to "hotness". It is weird. It is also weird how all the sudden ones weight is an Okay conversation starter; "how much weight have you lost?" "are you done? you look thin enough" "are you anorexic now?" (not for 40 more pounds assholes). I want to respond with how much weight have you lost or gained. Tell people wow you are looking pretty fat these days, what have you been doing? or not doing?
I have worked really hard to 1)lose the weight in a healthy way, trying to not engage my eating disorder history, recognizing times of disordered eating thoughts and working through them. 2) i work out, a lot. pretty much every damn day. 3) Really??? why is this a conversation you feel you can have with me.
One thing I am noticing and processing more this weight loss (yep i did it 8-10 years ago then gained it all back plus some, total cliche.) is how people treat me different. How thinness is directly related to "hotness". It is weird. It is also weird how all the sudden ones weight is an Okay conversation starter; "how much weight have you lost?" "are you done? you look thin enough" "are you anorexic now?" (not for 40 more pounds assholes). I want to respond with how much weight have you lost or gained. Tell people wow you are looking pretty fat these days, what have you been doing? or not doing?
I have worked really hard to 1)lose the weight in a healthy way, trying to not engage my eating disorder history, recognizing times of disordered eating thoughts and working through them. 2) i work out, a lot. pretty much every damn day. 3) Really??? why is this a conversation you feel you can have with me.
Friday, August 22, 2014
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Friday, June 13, 2014
Thursday, June 12, 2014
day 179
wonder woman socks. a nice long walk with murray and these socks got me through another field day... 1 more day. 1/2 really
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
day 177
Starry Night socks, the last Art show of the year, they seemed appropriate.
here is the crazy part, someone had the same socks on as me. that has never happened except the day we plan on wearing our Love socks. I did buy them for her, but she had nothing to do the the art show.
here is the crazy part, someone had the same socks on as me. that has never happened except the day we plan on wearing our Love socks. I did buy them for her, but she had nothing to do the the art show.
Monday, June 9, 2014
day 176
Last Monday. i love these socks, it has been hard to save them all year. they are just over the knee and stay up pretty good, they don't slip down even if they make it over the knee. i had tights on under.
Friday, June 6, 2014
Thursday, June 5, 2014
day 174
Chicken photo bomb. My hens really found these tights interesting, they started pecking at them... only 6 more days.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Tuesday, June 3, 2014
day 172
i love these thigh highs. i have been saving them all year. i am glad i saved nice socks for the end of the year. it would suck if i had to wear stupid socks the last 8 days. i really love the classic black and white stripe.... i look forward to wearing them with more frequency next year. i had to sock glue them up. i didn't even try going without.
Monday, June 2, 2014
day 171
i like the way these stockings look but they were too big or something. also they got little holes in the sheer part.... yes that is my skin under... it was a long day.
Saturday, May 31, 2014
Spaced Out- none work related sock post
the top of my outfit with my husband who worked on the movie Spaced Out. Today was the first time it was shown in a theater.
back of my stockings, the front is all diamond fishnet like you see on the sides. i don't think i will wear these to work.
back of my stockings, the front is all diamond fishnet like you see on the sides. i don't think i will wear these to work.
Friday, May 30, 2014
Thursday, May 29, 2014
Wednesday, May 28, 2014
Tuesday, May 27, 2014
day 167
Lucky socks for a hopefully lucky day... it kind of already was, we were really short staffed at work and the day went fairly well...
Friday, May 23, 2014
day 166
batman socks. they have black capes coming off the back. i wore my batman sweatshirt and mooseman tee shirt (a moose head made to look like a batman) 3 more fridays.
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Wednesday, May 21, 2014
Tuesday, May 20, 2014
day 163
i love these socks. i have had them for years, they are space dyed knee highs from sock dreams. they stayed up pretty good and i wore them over off white tights. i am glad i saved some of my favorites for the end of the year when i want to go to work the least and have to go on field trips and such.... good socks just make the day more fun.
Monday, May 19, 2014
Friday, May 16, 2014
day 161 = bike to work day
these are the socks i wore while working today.
These are my bike to work socks. I think I am changing socks when I get to work. Their are a lot of Native kids at my school, we are called the Totems and I am not sure if these are offensive?? I don't know yet. I love them though. I haven't biked in so long cause I have been lazy or sick or think of some other excuse. I never bike on Fridays because of traffic but it is Bike to Work day and I have missed the last 2, last year my knee was messed up and the year before my bike had been stolen. I am excited, I wish Lacey was as cool as Seattle and I could stop at booths along the way and get free stuff.
These are my bike to work socks. I think I am changing socks when I get to work. Their are a lot of Native kids at my school, we are called the Totems and I am not sure if these are offensive?? I don't know yet. I love them though. I haven't biked in so long cause I have been lazy or sick or think of some other excuse. I never bike on Fridays because of traffic but it is Bike to Work day and I have missed the last 2, last year my knee was messed up and the year before my bike had been stolen. I am excited, I wish Lacey was as cool as Seattle and I could stop at booths along the way and get free stuff.
Thursday, May 15, 2014
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
day 159
crane socks. they kind of match my tattoo. i hope our little heat spell is the last until school gets out. i have a lot of heavy weight socks, thigh highs and tights left and only 1 or 2 pairs of short socks.
Tuesday, May 13, 2014
non sock post
I performed for the first time last night at a local place the Urban Onion. I am with a troop called the Oly Vixens. glad to have the 1st time done.
Monday, May 12, 2014
day 157
dot dot dot these are tights, i don't remember where i got them. i like them except for the dots end half way down your foot so shoe options were limited, unless i wanted folks to see a plain black toe, which i did not
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