New School Year

My first work "meeting" of the year was held at a Christian Camp... Also I love my new socks and won't be able to wear them at regular work, when there are kids around. I am not sure what to do with this blog this school year... I am certainly not going to wear different socks everyday. Since no one but me sees it I think it will just be sparkly thoughts in my head kind of blog. I think I will still take some pictures of socks and outfits as I strive to reach my weight loss goals. I am down 70 pounds and hope to lose the last 20 in the last few months of this year. It would be great to start off 2015 at my goal of 123.
One thing I am noticing and processing more this weight loss (yep i did it 8-10 years ago then gained it all back plus some, total cliche.) is how people treat me different.  How thinness is directly related to "hotness". It is weird. It is also weird how all the sudden ones weight is an Okay conversation starter; "how much weight have you lost?" "are you done? you look thin enough" "are you anorexic now?" (not for 40 more pounds assholes). I want to respond with how much weight have you lost or gained. Tell people wow you are looking pretty fat these days, what have you been doing? or not doing?
I have worked really hard to 1)lose the weight in a healthy way, trying to not engage my eating disorder history, recognizing times of disordered eating thoughts and working through them. 2) i work out, a lot. pretty much every damn day. 3) Really??? why is this a conversation you feel you can have with me.